Sad is here. Not the gut wrenching sad that was here Friday. Just sad, yes I'll have moments of happiness, but I think I'm just as content being alone. I'm supposed to meet someone for coffee Saturday afternoon. I want to cancel. I don't know why. Other than I have a feeling it's just not right. I hate the idea that I might miss something I should experience, but my gut just says nope.
Time to go up... The front desk is my favorite place at these times. Someone always wants to chat. Yay.
Time to go up... The front desk is my favorite place at these times. Someone always wants to chat. Yay.
UPDATE: After therapy this morning, I sent the gentleman I was supposed to meet for coffee a message asking if we could postpone for another time and explained I'm just not ready. He was kind enough to understand. Instead I spent a few hours at Peaceful Heart in town. Far more relaxing. I just wish I could remember which scent I liked. Or where I can find something called Release.
2 comments:
If the coffee date doesn't feel right, don't go. Listen to your intuition.
Hang in there.
That is a horrible feeling. I hope it passes soon.
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