this started out as me blabbing about how i want things but cost/funds is not working out just now. i've changed my mind.
i've been making decisions.
these are the kind of decisions you don't really realize you're making, until they've been made and you actually put them into action.
january 1st, i let go of some friendships that were no longer healthy for me. it's a start. i was never really sure why we were friends in the first place. so, i chose to end them. i don't know if they noticed. i don't care. this is my life and i'm done with not being happy with it.