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i added them. do what you will with them. who knows, maybe i'll actually make enough to help with showcases. :D

she is SO right...

over at katie i am, she had this post today. wow... that is me for the last 2½ weeks to the T. like exactly. i hate it. i'm utterly disgusted with myself when i'm this way. it's sad, gross, obnoxious and i can't stop it when i want to. which is, by the way, now. five minutes ago. last week. i've made, what i think, are a couple of (hopefully) forgivable mistakes (slight dramatics and a bit of over-reacting). because even if he and i don't work out as a couple, he's still a really cool person and i've had nothing but fun with him. plus... if he still wants, i still want a freaking dance partner and the couple things i've showed him, he's picked up better than anyone i've seen so far. (hmm, possibly bad grammar. whateves, can't care at the moment.) anyway... i'm literally champing at the bit to be patient and give him his "space". not that he asked for it, in so many words, but it's obvious he wants it.

so, on with life. i'm still making my plans. still doing my thing. still going out and seeing my friends (for the record, the friend who introduced us, mine first). turns out the guy who introduced us, he's my new bff. that's right, i said BFF. what are you gonna do about it? nothing, that's right. none of my other bffs are losing their place. they're still my bffs too. he's just the newest one. it's like new shoes. you want to wear them all the time at first. well, i want to hang out with him all the time. i settle for friday nights and some saturday nights. :)

tonight. monkey and i are taking barbie out for her birthday dinner. i'm very excited for it. :D

update: barbie got called into work tonight. hmph. no birthday dinner tonight. SHOESANDSOCKS!

which classic 1930's actress are you?

You are the essence of desire. Gregarious as you are enticing, both men and women find you irresistible. Well-rounded you have a barrage of interests and abilities. And while you enjoy working hard when you have to, there's nothing you look forward to more than having a good time. You have a natural proclivity for making other people feel at ease and in doing so you often like to show them a good time as well. ;) Your sense of style is diverse--sometimes you prefer the simplicity of suits and ties, and other times you enjoy playing the glamour queen. No matter what part you play however, you always have your priorities straight--you put your family and friends first. There is nothing in the world that means more to you than them.

super kawaii mama had this quiz on her blog today. these quizzes i love! i guess i don't know enough about marlene dietrich to know if this is right or not, but the description sure seems to fit.

your turn and let me know! which classic 1930's actress are you?

waiting for the other shoe

so that uncertainty is back. with force. and it's sitting on my chest like a full grown rhinoceros. i'm now feeling flushed and nauseous. never good a combination. even worse when you can't just go be sick.

"if something seems too good to be true, it usually is." this makes me sad. because i'm afraid that it's true again. if it is, then i'm glad i didn't say much to anyone. even though i was told to tell everyone.

i think i'd like to puke now.

hi. i'm a dork.

(warning: this post may have too many ellipses...)

so... my uncertainty yesterday... well... it... is totally because i'm a dork. huge. gigantic. definitely of remarkable size. *sigh*

"this week is the suck." yes, yes it is.

trying to be calm... trying to be patient... really just want to run over and hug.

uncertainty

i hate it. logic tells me one thing. but at what point have i ever claimed to be logical.

mmm coffee

even better, possibly FREE coffee. (i'm a chai girl myself, but whatevs.) go here to enter to win a $10 gift card to starbucks. coz mommy knows you want a venti 5-pump iced chai latte. wait, that's me. i want one. now. please?

hello squishy

i need a new tire. hopefully i'll just get the one too. *fingers crossed* i love my kitty car, but dang she's getting expensive. *sigh*

update: still waiting to hear from the shop. um guys, i'll want to drive my car home sometime tonight...

further update: one definitely needs replacing. the other one will need it sooner rather than later, but i'm going with the "i'm a broke momma and can't really afford two new tires right now."

hiccups

our connection appeared to have a hiccup this morning. man did that scare me. i thought i might be without all day. that moment of terror was not pretty. whew!

"oh may holy hell, y'all"

the lovely (bald or with hair!!!) mrs. hot posted this on her site.

but i'm being honest...

go ahead. ask me how i am. no really i want you to. why? because i want to be honest. so you'll stop asking me. the last few days have just stunk as far as work goes. it's the same stuff, just a different date.

and if it's 'my space' and they're 'my things', what rule says i have to be polite when i tell you to put it down and get out?